today.

You're never beaten until you admit it. - George S. Patton

It's been an emotionally tough day. Rough, frustrating, defeating.

You see, I have a goal. My larger goals rely upon this goal...which is large in itself.

Really, my dreams depend on my success...at least to acheive my dreams responsibly.

I've been struggling to acheive this said goal nearly my entire life.

Some victories, some defeats.

I had a defeat today. The second one in a week.

I know I can get to where I want to go someday, but today I am at a loss of how. I feel it's out of my control and I don't know what to do.

I have not given up, I have not been beaten, just wounded.

Looking for that positivity...it's somewhere.

Right now, I just want to curl up and take a nap.

Perseverance can wait until tomorrow.